life changes..

hello to all :) as i was taking my amazingly wonderful bubble bath tonight, i started thinking about where all I have been in the past year and where i am now. It is truly amazing how you think you have it all figured out, and then BOOM God shows you no no it is not in our hands, its in His. When I was a senior in high school, I was so pumped because I just knew i had a plan. The "plan" was to work my butt off for a year and hopefully get accepted into the extremely HARD radiology program and be done in two quick years! WELL.... I did get accepted into the radiology program, in which I was very happy and proud of myself. I was in the program for about a year, when i realized there was no way i wanted to do x-rays everyday for the rest of my life. And let me tell you, that was by far the hardest week of my life. I worked so so hard to get to that point, was making good grades, made some amazing friends, and was getting married in 7 months. BUT.... i knew without a doubt i just did not like it.... Some people said.. Oh just get that degree under your belt then you can goto school for what you really want to do. Oh but I know myself. I would have graduated, and I would be doing x-rays forever, because i hate school, and i would feel like well i have a degree why not use it? Anyway, No one wanted me to quit. People begged and begged for me to stick with it. But I really prayed more then i have ever prayed in my life. And cried. A lot of tears were shed that week. I prayed that I would have complete peace with whatever decision I made. And let me tell you, I am a people pleaser, I absolutely hate letting people down, espically the ones who love me the most. I decided to put all of those people aside and make a decision for myself. And Wow am i glad I did? Now i have the most perfect job EVER! A Full-time Office secretary/Nanny. I mean I have the best boss. EVER. And eventually I will be the office manager. I mean it is exactly what I love to do. I am so thankful for everything I have been blessed with. Kyle and I are so pleased at where we are at! He will be going back to school next year, we get the key to our towne home this weekend, and we are getting married in under 4 weeks. Holy Cow. Holy Cow. I am sooooooooooo pumped. We ha ve been blessed beyond anything we could ever imagine.

I am done babbling now ;0 love to alllll!